Archive for April, 2008

Getting back to it

I’ve been sick for a couple days and not up to writing. I finally got back to it twenty minutes or so ago, and I found that going through my ritual (opening Safari and putting it to the right of the screen, opening iTunes and putting it on the left side of the screen, opening my word processing program and centering it so I can see both windows behind it, making sure the background color on the word processor program feels right to me, putting on my headphones, and then starting my music)… it felt a little like sex. The part where you’re ready for it and the anticipation is rising and the clothes are starting to come off… yes. It’s that kind of feeling. That longing for jumping back into it, of seeing what everything looks like underneath.